and again i smile and say thank you lord...

Blessing or curse, your choice...and again i say...
Blessing or curse, your choice... why would i say that...hummm again i get my car running and guess what today oil prices hit a thirteen month low...81.00 dollors a barrel....hummmm...and then i will watch for and see a comprehendable amount at the pump when i will finally fill up my tank when car is running well, (still getting worked on)...but now you can't put your finger on it, can you? and explain it can you....?? i won't hurt as much as you have for the last year...oh course you all know i almost got my car running once before...(and again prices dropped a lot back then too...but then when i didn't get it running, back up they went....) can't explain the blessing or the curse can you but you see it...can't you... and then when i buy two houses god blesses you and then when you ran to do evil god cursed you, and then everytime after that...when i want to buy a house and applied, you turned me down. or all sold,..Land on mountain in spokanne... all sold.....yes right, then all the signs would have been taken down...and all the mountain sold..no way...liar.... and then again when i applied for home loan again and didn't get it, god just keeps punishing you until i get what i have worked for...and a credit score of 775...is as near to perfect as possible...but what the hell this isn't america any more, this is ......we do what we want and don't have to be held responsible for anything...and god will keep punishing you until you make it right with your brother, whom you wronged in the first place, and i am tired of hearing your lies, i want my home, and i want to live in peace and harmony with my family....and i want the balance restored...so get busy and admit to the evil you have done. stop lying and doing your bastard evil to my family....before God gets really mad and says to hell with you.....