april14,2009

Hello, America...just another day in a country that is suppose to hold up civil rights and protect its citizens...and lets see...83 or more of water boarding a man in prison....now you wonder why so many of them commit suicide or go on hunger strikes...(that we humanely don't let them do....) ..kind of like being hypocrites to all you stand for...just like knowing Aubrey was not the only one...who would have thought...lets see corruption isn't just a local thing or a once in a life time thing here in America....so like they go to the extreme on everything so they did on torching prisoners...and now lets talk turkey...o.k. you think that was something that just happened over night? hell no....look at me for twenty two years i have suffered at the hands of the American government and people...people who say they are Christan's but would profane the rights of others...is no friend of jesus...god is not about oppressing others in his name...noooo hell nooo..and somewhere out there you think it is o.k. to mental and physical and sexually abuse others and its o.k.....where did you all grow up? in America...????? i don't think so...and let me tell you something...every time you failed to protect me and my children and looked the other way and did wrong...God put it back on your plate plague style...you know that is the truth...you know it...and yet you people are still running to do evil and you just don't get it...do you??? god shall avenge my soul beyond your comprehension....i am the balance..and you fools keep doing the wrong things and you will get it back...i promise you this...you will....beyond your wildest dreams...or nightmares...your choice... good or bad, blessings or curse...your choice...all i can say is please stop before it is to late and god won't stop for your sakes...read your bible...trust me you don't want to be the ones running to do evil in his name...haven't you paid enough?

so lets talk about the mental abuse i have received in the last couple of days or so...today....ebay...two maps of nd...everything on front page about north dakota...and then of course a post card...with courthouse and jail in north dakota...so you see they can threaten and harass every day in some way...t.v. is wasted money down the drain because i tune out the commericals...but how you have intertwined everything on t.v. it is o.k. i can live with that now...getting quite used to it...lets see...isshe on greys...seeing people and talking to self...same on lost..and then lets talk about hero's about Americans getting picked up for no reason and hauled off...to lets see...hummm building number 26....and on and on...bla bla bla...and on and on it goes...but you know it is wrong and to threaten someone day after day and to stock them and use ill legal laws just pasted to torment AND THREATEN go ahead...like there is no where to run..and you couldn't even get me for a speeding ticket or even anything but you sure are going to threaten and keep mental abusing me...on queen street...(i am not a widow i am not a queen i am a servant to many and a master to none..) so if you keep saying this shit about who i am in the bible...then read it and know..i am not a widow...so that throws all of your bastard lies out the window..and then on and on...but what the hell gountomona bay isn't the only place where you have crossed the line now is it...? hell no... lets be honest and above (board...)oh excuse me...thats only for people you want to torcher and threaten with death...like me...huh...house sent to funny farm...(mayfield ) no accident there huh...so what ever people...i try to tell you to stop it and i mean it...but you just keep up the bullshit and the crap and the lies...so be it...america haven't you been lied to enough?

gountamona bay isn't the only place where they have forgotten

the constitution and civil rights of others...all that was as in the past they just keep getting worse and worse...and that was nothing more that the bush administration wanting to practice on others torcher and a legal way to do it...i seem to be staring at the same picture...huh? no i am not a fool, only a fool who believes in the rights of others, and my rights as an American, and a person and mother and a woman...SO no matter what you threaten me with...I DON'T CARE...I KNOW IT IS JUST A BUNCH OF LIES, AND YOU WANT TO FORCE ME TO HAVE MONEY HARDSHIPS BECAUSE YOU WON'T LEAVE ME ALONE...) WHY? your explanation isn't good enough anymore...because you have fallen so far that you can't see what you have done and become...so be it...but i am not scared. or anything else...i know how well you can do evil.. the Indians knew that from the get go ..blacks ...women,... and gays and on and on ...power has corrupted you so much that you were so busy at being the bully's on the block that you forgot to look after your people and your country...while you were lying, and pointing fingers at the rest of the world...your government was letting your future go in the toliet...ecomony.....golobal warming...every thing across the board...everything all the way around yet you were still busy running to waste tax payer money to flaunt commericals in front of me daily and internet...crap and yes folks they know what they are doing and hand feeding this crap into my computer...every day...wasting money and police resourses to follow and be there everytime i walked out my front door...and all the while your country was going to hell. but you didn't care about what was in your best interest...hell no more fun to run and threaten and stock innocent people..huh??? i warned you over and over again not to go there but you did anyway..and i am warning you again...please stop your damned foolishness against me....i swear to you, you will be sorry by the time god is finished with you...on my honor i swear to you...don't do it..don't threaten me anymore, and don't do your bastard evil....i don't want god to distroy i want the blessing...not the path of the distroyer...and people i am not lying...leave me and my family alone and let us live normal lives and watch the blessing return..and multiply...or do evil and watch god pluck up and distroy this nation...i am not a liar...and i am telling you the truth...you know the government doesn't tell you all i say in this house people...they don't, they wouldn't want you to know how right i have been and how wrong they have been..but then again there isn't one of you who doesn't know that what you have done to me and my children is wrong...so when i say pebble in the pond ripple on the lake..i am not lying...truth...be told..you all bite of the apple and ran to do evil to me and my children and all of you knew...all...so if you don't think god will bring you all down into the pit you dug for me...oh yes he will...and you can all say you all did what was right.....so did i....does that change anything? nope, but you are seeing just all the evil you did to me come back on you...and you are still doing it...are you nuts....are you crazy? you have seen the blessing and the curse...and yet you still threaten me...bring it on...pluck up and be distroyed...then...your choices...and if you don't believe in god then why are you hunting innocent women and children like animals...? why? America? haven't you paid enough? well then reap what you sow...and remember how long are you going to be an acceptor of lies..? they protected liars, rapist and thieves...and god magnified it world wide beyond your comprehension didn't he? for the whole world to see you as i do...and you still want to come against me...???? then you will see the wrath of god by the time this is through...and if you don't restore, by my death you shall see...all for one one for all...you think? if you believe in end times and last witness. then i would be nice and kind so god can repent and pour out a blessing...but if you don't i wouldn't want to be you or your children or your grandchidren for they will pay for your crimes of inhumanity against me and my children...period...so go for it..or leave us alone...damn it...and you know you could not bring me down legally. you had to break the laws to do it..and lie, cheat steal and rape...now tell me, you are of God....hell no...just the opposite...and tell me god didn't maginify that world wide...yet you think your saved...have i got news for you...wrong... so if America threw out my rights 22 years ago and found just how much they could get away with, you think it stopped with me...no just got started...that i am the only one...hell no...but i will be the one god uses to throw you out with the babies water or the one he uses to plant the flowers with...seeds of peace and prosperity or death and destruction..which you have seen which one you have choosen so far..hows that working for you now????? NOT ISN'T IT..THE MORE YOU RAN TO DO WRONG TO ME THE MORE GOD POURED YOUR EVIL IMAGINATIONS BACK ON YOU...so now you see where works and deeds come into the picture...and you see that the more you did to me the more it came back on you...are you wise or fools...? your choice, but you can not say i didn't warn you :or that you chose to do this...so be it..then you will be as Sodom and Gomorrah...and i am to tired to spell check tonight...just tired of the mental abuse you bastards have kept doing and you know by legal rights it would be your bastard ass's behind bars not mine...with what you threaten all the time...you sick evil bastards...get what you deserve then...and watch every American pay for what you do...
do good or evil...so be it written..... so be your future...