shrink and story line don't add up

today i watched t.v. nightly news...i channel serf on all three channels here. about shrink and guy who committed suicide...again today i listened to her in her own words and her statements on air do not add up....not at all. number one if she knew that over the years he has tried to kill others with poison and what not why didn't she go to the police then???? all of these years she was his shrink, and knowing all of that, back then and not doing anything???? isn't that aiding and abiding in a crime, or accessory to a crime after the fact????? and yet she did nothing until.....( so close to him being charged) and him committing suicide..... so apparently something doesn't add up, someone suffering from depression, (which they knew very well and have hounded him for six years..) wouldn't you call that deliberately mentally abusing him to crack and commit suicide, not sounding like a sociopath at all.....just a man who couldn't take the pressure the government had put on him all of those years......and took the easy way out....funny how the government knows what buttons to push, and that he was still working at the lab..... couldn't fire him???? no grounds??? oh, come on now.....that is a bullshit line of crap if i ever heard one....but i do know how he could feel when the police and the government wants to run you into the ground....trust me.... but after twenty years of their bastard evil...i am used to it. and i don't care, blow engine in my car, cut my timing belt in truck, crash two computers....and the list can go from missing court records, transcripts proves criminal misconduct of judge and court officials, and i can list them for on and on.... some one said forgive and forget....no can't forgive rape of a baby (also transcript of phone conversation with mark panther missing,...doesn't exist...proof that they knew she was being raped...... they know i know how much they knew about my daughter was being raped....they knew those sick ass bastards...
police, let me give you another example...of knowing and revealing things...tonight on t.v. lit Olympic torch running through china....today..... guy in wheelchair....number 44 on his chest.....hummmmm now want to make a correlation to wheelchair and number 44....show of respect......guess who that was for???? that's right....you got her... now any one want to call me a liar???????? didn't think so...and i will not shut up...this government had a hand in the rape and mental and physical abuse of my daughter and me....and i can prove every word....every word.... forgive Katie, go and make it right with your brother whom you wronged in the first place and then i will think about forgiveness....God asked in his bible, anyone to stand up for truth, and justice???? he bold faced asked that...well here i am... and no i am not leaving this country.
this is my home and i have not done a damned thing wrong...stubborn i know. i would rather die fighting for the truth to come out than to run and hide like a coward, no offence about others who have.... i just can't..... i expected this country to be all that i grew up believing it to be...and damned it i will stay and fight for the truth....and damned it they raped and had a part in the rape of my daughter and the cover up and the lies and letting them off of braking all kinds of laws and braking laws by judges and this goes all the way to the president, and i don't care. damn it..... i will fight to the death for the truth to come out all of it huh judge Caroline brown, and commissioner Snyder, you people think all you have to say is forgive me god and it is done....think again....otherwise he wouldn't be coming back with avengance...huh....it would just go on like you bastards have....you people are true evil and evil shall be destroyed.... you rationalise all that you have done to my family, and you are sick bastards who rationalise all kinds of things....like the murder of a fourteen year old boy, by eight cops and one nurse, three black men going to a wedding party, a Mexican murdered by Denver police shot up (also a cop had it in for him already) was in court that day.... they hit that house on purpose and lied and covered up and unmarked and untraceable gun there...do i need to say more on what you people rationalise as o.k. and no problem.... just like setting someone up for twenty five years of hell, done in the name of religion, and you bold face lie about it....yet you are still doing it and saying forgive....horseshit... i will forgive when i get justice, and if that has to be when god comes back with vengeance, so be it...and trust me he knows all the evil unthinkable abominations you have done to me and my family....and i am telling you you are just starting to see the fall out of the evil you have done. being multiplied and magnified right back on you...and when one of us is murdered, you know for a fact what happens next....see you in the afterlife... where i will destroy your lying raping bastard asses...and trust me if you partake of one sin against me, then you partake of all the sins committed against me for you all knew and partook of the crimes from day one.....As god puts it you add sin upon sin to your plate.... you know the day will come weather you believe it or not, i shall see my desire upon my enemies. and they are Americans. evil bastard hypocrites who lie cheat steal rape threaten, stock, mental physical and sexual abuse, you bastards left no stone unturned, and slain daughter of my people you can bet that one is coming and after that kiss your fucking bastard asses good bye....because you will have the ending to the story in place and your bastard wickedness will be poured back on you to the trillionth again......just like god is doing now. all of the evil you have done is coming back on your sorry ass bastards who are evil evil evil....sick mother fuckers who don't know how to do anything right except evil.... that you do very very well.....sick bastards now i know why gods hates you and destroys you, and when you get it back on your dirty filthy plate full of the crimes you committed, and you are feeling the wrath of god come down on you remember these words..... forgive......when your children are in such pain,.....while you sat on your bastard asses and did nothing knowing what they were doing,,,,,,remember it will come back on you and your children....and remember forgive.... not justice or forgive father we deserve this for the evil we did to your people..... eat shit and drink your own vile piss you evil bastard people who rationalise every evil thing you have done, yet you know damned well if it had been done to you,
you wouldn't stand there and say yes, i love you too, and i forgive you too.... no way in hell, that's right: that's how you know it was wrong and to say forgive, tells you right there that you know what you have partaken in is wrong even today... its wrong..... so rot in hell, get back just what you put into it, you evil vile bastard hypocrites as Americans as Christians, as human beings...
you flunk on every fucking level, and i can't find one redeeming quality in one soul out there any more....it is like a feeding frenzy on how much evil you can run to do to me.... and yet the proof of the evil coming back on you in the last twenty years the more evil you did to me the more god showed the world how evil you are.... truth..... one hundred percent truth..... you are corrupt government and you are on the way out.... signora you evil vile people are going to get back your bastard evil....beyond your evil comprehension..... hurrah God....give it back to them....cup running over, their just desserts.... give it back to a people who had the blessing but loved to do evil, may they get their day of just recompense.....thank you god, everyday i thank-you... you gave us a cool summer because you knew i couldn't take it and live, you are so kind to me even as they are so evil. every day you show me in a lot of ways how much you love me.... and i thank you every day... every day i thank you lord, for taking care of me and cursing this evil nation......for the evil they have done... you just had to wait for me to say i have had enough of these evil bastard people....destroy this country......go for it god...i am behind you one hundred percent.... i agree with you one hundred percent....it took me twenty one years to finally say that...from one would would not hurt a living creature, to now wanting just what god said he would do. it took me a long time to figure out why he said, forgive me and remember i am the god of love.... for the love of his saints he finally destroys the earth by fire, and he does it out of love, believe it or not..... so you see this evil bastard solitary confinement by you bastards does have its rewards... i go over things and questions in my mind on why god says some things and why not....and Jesus too...because i am such a stickler for the truth...believe to a fault....i had to rationalize things in my mind and work it out between me, god, and Jesus.... like for example, Jesus saying forgive them father, they know not what they do.... i had a problem with that..... and i went over and over it, because from where i am at, he would have never said that....because they knew exactly what they where doing..... murder is murder, period... and you can not rationalise that grown men didn't know what they were doing....they knew..... i thought and went over and over it in my mind until i came upon an answer i could accept as why Jesus said what he said, and why he would say it like he did.... food for thought...he didn't say father i forgive them....no....he said father forgive them....two good reasons for that... tomorrow..i am tired now.... two or three more weeks until arrest???? yes read between the lines....don't care, one driven out, one halted, one afflicted.... you have done them all because you do not know who is who but you know it is wrong....bastards....separation of church and state....evil vile people.......you brake the law and i am suppose to run, go to hell....bring it on, because i will watch god distroy you...and threats don't mean much any more....after the rape of my daughter not much else to surprise me with your bastard evilness.... go for it....i am right here.....waiting while i watch your idle threats some more..... i am an old woman, bring it on......and you are evil and evil shall be destroyed.......