today...

O.K. folks:
today i am going to give you a day by day blow of what i deal with, everyday from here on out....o.k. so you can see how people and this bastard government had done things to mess with my life and that of my children's....today i went to the store for the first in a month on dial a ride....o.k. (government funded..) they have also worked with Benton country sheriff, and richland police and pasco police to threaten and harass me every time i get on the bus... well today was a mild day on a scale of 1 to 10.00 today was a 1...very mild but still they had to do their little bastard torment....first i have one letter to mail once a month...and they know it....used to be dropped in box at office but after they got my daughter out of here they closed the office and every thing has to go to prosser. (where the county court house records are, every time i request them they are there and a time delay...) no accident.... just another way to deny me access to legal paper work, when you have a lung condition walking from one end to the other at the kennewick court house too hard for me, no wheel chairs available, electric, and you know the paper work was never in prosser until my disability because they know odds are won't come back for second time because to hard... just like having me the last one on the docket because they know after two hours i am in deep trouble if i can't have my oxygen or treatment... that's why they have me last every time, because they know i can't breathe so i can't talk without loosing my breathe... they know just what they are doing don't kid yourselves that they don't...they do..bastards all the way around, first rigged court proceedings to begin with and then to torcher me for 2 hours because they want to cause me physical pain too... really dirty bastards huh.... and then they want to run in front of my face all the lawyers contacted trying to protect my daughter, kind of like rubbing your nose in the bastard run around they gave you and a way to rub it in that they all were in it together....they even had the trial lawyer for the boy found guilty of molestation there.... talk about rubbing how much injustice they can do... bastard America...rape children in the name of god and lie like the devil except when you want to rub my nose in just how far evil can go.... any way today they knew last day to put check in the mail, i called dial a ride yesterday to get picked up at mailbox's to go to wal-mart....first no one out and about while i walk to mail box, they want me to walk....then when i am down there the lady next door, aka linda, (my sisters name.) no accident, sooo she pulls up after i am there, she gets out and drops mail into box.. asked her how she liked her little vacation
where did you go? PENDELTON (women prison there..) I should have know better than to strike up a conversation because these bastards aren't stopping with the bull shit... number one she took a diesel truck , and a fifth wheel, and went to pendelton, do i believe her? no why? not cost effective... cheaper to have went to a hotel there than the gas and koa fees, no she didn't go there...don't believe it... just bullshit line to feed me, then i get on dial a ride, and man on there in wheel-chair starts talking.....ready for this.... i have to listen i am stuck there, and they know it...just more bullshit head games set up by government.... i have lived three years in rest home....its just like jail.. they should take me to jail because that is just what its like... jail.... come on folks more bullshit crap...are you kidding me, some times i wish god would grant these assholes the things they say running out that hole of a mouth so that they can see just how stupid and ridiculous you really sound...I am sitting there wishing god give him that on the other side,... your wish my command....oh how i wish they could have driven him right to county jail and dropped him off...for at least a week...big mouth... and i bet god will grant him that wish in heaven.... you bet....but then again not said for any thing else other than to torment me with their little bullshit crap... so for the rest of the day nice... not any bullshit even on the nightly news...I actually really enjoyed it... a whole half and hour with out the bullshit and real journalism... i guess when i really get pissed off and tune you out, i think your getting the message.....because i actually told them i was going to watch the Olympics with the mute button on if they can't straighten up and fly right..... like smart people, for god's sake it is suppose to me a news report not a code words code numbers and bullshit head games for one woman to see...
and the one thing that has kept me alive is the thought of making it to watch the Olympics... i love them, i see the promise of what we can be when i watch, (not as a country, any more but as a community of the world....) just like watching golf, women's in England.... so nice to see so many countries represented, that is where i see so much hope for the future, not in governments but in the people for the people exercise the change needed to get us to the next level....anyway the Olympics start on Friday night at 7:30.... hope you are all watching!!!! you know 2010 Olympics in Canada!!!!! i want to go to those if possible, i keep thinking i should be dead by now but god just has other plans....
damn it anyway.......