Saturday, August 30, 2008

aug24, aug30th

Hello America,

how are you today?
well Aug 24Th 9Th bank failed, Aug 30Th tenth bank failer..
1.1 billion dollars down the drain, so how is that working for you America... i kind of like it... 1.1 billion in a week...liked running to do evil to me.. brake my bank, huh? looks like God over heard you and decided to brake yours instead... looks like he is pouring your evil thoughts, and deeds back on you...
and you still don't want to restore all that you stole and did to me and my family... remember lot and Sodom and Gomorrah...
and you don't believe i am the seed of Abraham? or want to run to do more evil to me, because as i remember it the way of the wicked is as turning upside down. Little bullshit you had guy at dairy Queen do to me? remember Dora, and Sherrie...? he turned my blizzard upside down... well i guess God just must be
mirroring right back on you, your own evil thoughts, words and deeds....and yes i am loving it.. i have watched God mirror all of your evil back on you...all of it...to the degree that goes pasted 1 to a billionth...right...lets just start with this one just to show you what you did and god did back...and this is just the start, and you all know how much he has done since then... you took away my constitutional rights twenty plus years ago, fifteen years later he took away every single Americans constitutional
rights, via the Patriot act... true... he might not do it over night but he does bring it back on you... every American can suffer the same things that this government is doing to me now. and you have no legal recourse... none.. every American...now how is that for magnification....you think this all came upon you because why? God magnified your evil back to the extreme... yours not mine... yours... and he isn't done yet, and you know it... just wait and see... you have no idea what he has planed but i know it will be good...just like you have done, he will do back to you.. watch out America... for it is coming... evil for evil done..when you were so blessed you ran to do evil, to the innocent and the truthful, well god is taking away your blessing and giving you the curse because you earned it when you ran to do evil to innocent men women and children... reap what you sow. the robbers of my people.... (and again God magnified it all for the world to see, when he does it he leaves no doubt as to your evil, all over the world, he has shown you to be rapist...liars..., mental abuse, toracher, frauds, everything done for the world to see, all the evil you have done to me.... (abugue grey prison, no rights to trial, Geneva convention, murders,
bank failer..Fraud...That one went world wide...morage fraud...rape mental physical abuse. all of it he has put world wide for the world to see.. your evil you have done to me..magnification to the extreme because that is how he shows you the blessing and the curse, you could have been blessed, and you were, when i was so were you, the more evil you ran to do to me, the more evil god did to you... i had zero deficit, owned two homes, brand new truck, so did you...zero deficit, peace and prosperity, you had it to, just by association... the more evil you ran to do to me the more God did back to you... believe it or not, it is the truth... and i will say this, this county doesn't want me to move, because when i do the blessing will go to, and they will once again be just like when i left... in the hole... show you : house 29,000 when i moved back today sells for 99,000. right here. and the prosperity is still here, but watch when i move away.. it will go in the toilet, just like it was when i moved back, but apparently they love evil better than blessings.... how about you america? you too? for you all knew, and allowed them to do evil so you get it back on your plate too...Now you feel it, and now you know how wrong it was, only because it is happening back to you now... how God must PRICK your conscience to get you to comprehend...

Thursday, August 28, 2008

you know me...

well, now i blog-ed on the politics of the u.s.a.
I have to say, done, cooked and baked.
Well, folks i still have to wonder why in the hell you people keep doing wrong in the name of god and then lie that you had any part of it or play dumb, i don't know what your talking about, when you do....and all liars burn in hell. and will never see the face of god, yet you run to do evil to your own people and lie about it and want to throw china up for violations that you have committed too?? even more so... i don't think china had a hand in the rape of a baby? King Herod anyone? America??? oh yes they knew, and they had a hand in it and helped a rapist and protected a rapist, and then the physically abused my daughter at two day cares and guess what not a damn thing happened...
since when is a baby one and half left alone in a two story house unattended with a witness across the street and no one arrest, or even a violation sited against the state day care? not one... if i would have left my daughter home alone they would have nailed me to the cross on that one, but she was left all alone and when they called on day care...not available...bullshit, another lie because the damned government set it up.... and did it.... with full approval of government and daycare... just like in Denver...and had the cop there two weeks in advanced to rub my nose in it.. only daycare provider not there and guess who got charged? Me. and they had two years to watch and set that up huh you pricks... and then you want to threaten me with more prison...and 52...this is wrong and illegal and against issue of separation of church and state... why lie? if you are so good and correct in what you do then why lie, cheat, steal, rape and corrupt all of your doings to do it....you bastards..
and this is the police, the government, the city , county , federal government all behind it....what is wrong with you people? blowing the engine in my car is destruction of property, and cutting timing belt in truck to throw rod in engine is also illegal... and there is not one neighbor around here that does not know what i am talking about is bull shit they all know.. they know what time i get up, they know when i open my curtains, they know when i am going to mow my lawn...(henceforth on golf, (lets just jump start this round...)
any one want to call me a liar??? may god strike you down dead.....crashing my computer so mother board is so bad nothing can fix..(when they do something they do it huh you corrupt assholes...) yet if you were so right then why is God plaguing you with the evil you have done to me...way beyond your comprehension huh? and he i only up to 1999. he still has the last eight years to pour on you...ouch for you you stupid dumb ass stupid people... a rape of a baby,
mental and physical torcher of a toddler, and now what you have done??? HOW DO YOU RATIONALISE IT?? how do you sleep at night?? knowing all of this is coming back on you beyond your comprehension...and you say remember job??? well remember what God said to the three that were wrong?? or how about lets go to the seed of Abraham??? how about that... because if you read your bible remember, Abraham and Pharaoh? remember when all of this evil came upon Pharaoh? remember? why because Abraham was blessed and anyone who coveted what was his was cursed... even though he didn't know it, (Pharaoh) was it his fault that Abraham lied, (they say really didn't lie, she really was his sister, twice removed...at least that is the way it was explained away to me by bible thumpers...) remember ? that one so take that and stick it in your ear... because i am still blessed and you are still cursed... and i watched the news last night, and man oh man, now they are talking about the fall out hitting the savings and loans now... well well well,
want to run to do evil the innocent some more... because you are paying for it right now and god is not done, because you have not repaired, repented, or restored you evil people who hate to admit that all of this evil has come upon you for your own evil deeds you did to another human being... so keep believing in your lies, while i will watch God pluck up and destroy that nation.... want to lie cheat steal and rape some more, what's next: murder? well know this,...one witness at end of times, the daughter of his people.... and that is the last straw when shit will hit the fan..
but the good side is, it is also when truth and righteousness shall kiss.....so you unfaithful, seed of the devil, American hypocrites who love to lie cheat steal rape and do all manner of evil, when it comes back on you remember you deserved every ounce of it, for you knew and did evil to your neighbor and condoned and accepted lies over the truth of the righteous... reap what you sow.. and when you do it unto your own angel, all of this evil, then you become Sodom and Gomorrah...instead of Nineveh...shame on you America... shame on you, i thought you were better than that, but apparently you are as evil as they were in Jesus's time...you have not grown or learned anything in two thousand years, except how to do evil, torcher and rape even better, especially when bought and paid for by the government of the u.s.a. and you can't call me a liar, because once again God magnified it world wide on all of those issues.... you evil people, repent or god shall destroy you...... and don't think with your proud arrogant minds that no one or nothing can bring you down, because God apparently is pouring your evil back on you and bringing you down by your own evil devices.... psalms 37......read on ... glory to god for he is my defender, and my prosecutor of evil to give you your just deserts....and you know that is the only reason you can come up with the magnification of your evil to this extent...and that you did this same evil to me and twice over you refused to repent of the evil and pay back according to the law, and the judgement given, and you wonder why god is doing this back to you to the extreme...???? i can only show you the truth, it is up to you to rationalise or deny what you know is the truth....i can not take away your free will, like you have tried to take away mine, (which is also braking your own laws statues and ordnance's, and you don't think God won't destroy you for what you have done??? think again....he can and he might, up to you....your choice... i just keep telling you the truth it is up to you to either repent repair and restore or God shall take care of it his way.... time is of the utmost importance...before it is too late...and once again i must close with i rest my case.. the truth be told and you have your options...and you know what i am saying is the truth...Do you like walking in my shoes, America. because you are starting to feel what it is like to be me.... so be it....one way or the other... your choices determine the outcome for this nation, one for all, all for one....think about it.... do Truth and Justice or lie and die....

joe bidin.....

Told you i was a bad speller of names, especially since i don't get the corrupted newspapers any more... so any way i turned on the t.v. for about five minutes and watched Joe bidden up there on the stage spue-ing out of his mouth... watch out Russia... we aren't going to let you get away with that and we need more police so we are going to hire more police...HELLO...hey are you in the hoop??? excuse me loop...still thinking about those graceful dancers in the Olympics with their hoops. i really like the swirler dancers with the long paper dance... really liked that.... any way joe, are you for real... first lets all get out our handkerchief's and pull the lets get out the sympathy vote by his wife and baby dieing in auto accident...(which is sad, ) but my point is....check the records...
i bet he had health insurance to cover trip to hospital and all medical bills that ensued... did he? well then he really never has represented the income level and working force i come from, now if he had no insurance and had to pay it out of his own pocket then he would have my vote. #2 ...Russia...where do you get off talking trash to Russia, or telling them how the shit shall fly...I bet not very many of you watch pbs' two documentaries on the two brake away parts of Georgia....did you..???? apparently not: for if you had, you would have seen the other side of the coin, and not rush to judgement on the issue with out knowing the full story or both sides of the coin....come on people when are you going to stop being so one sided and not know all the facts about issues before you rush to judgement and trust me you never apparently learn from pasted mistakes....(450 children ) rounded up like animals in a blanket swat team..effort to do evil to innocent people....in your own country...hello....any way you have no business in that mess. number one you can't take care of what you got on your plate right now...number two you drag innocent countries into your war of lies and their children are dieing because of your lies...why ? i don't know and can' figure that one out...but anyway, those people have their own government set up, do only business with Russia and have no part of Georgia, they had a ten year civil war that was basically left a draw... and where do they get their food and money and support? all of those years? Russia, not Georgia...What is their currency? Russian.? so if they asked for help from Russia to protect their borders who are you to say they can't? where do you get off half way around the world from them, and you think you know it all? you don't even have a clue, but it makes for good propaganda for the stupid public listen to and say yes, otherwise unpatriotic...
when will you people learn... and then to say we need more police on the streets, i think you have to many all ready who abuse the power they have.. AND i am living proof of that one...
but any way are you even interested in what the America people want? all you are talking about is how bad it is now and how much better it will be when you get in office. well my one
question for you is? both of you have been in public office for how long now? and what have you done for me? nothing i just keep hearing the same lies keep pouring out of all of your mouths.. for years and years... no health care...none, how many other countries have health care for their people...even Canada (who is suppose to not be as rich as us...has health care....) hello anybody home...????? so what the hell should i do? vote in more rich ass people who really don't give a shit about us, just to keep the machine running? come on..we keep voting in rich people who are suppose to be looking out for Mr. and Mrs. or ms. or miss.. average bloke ....all the way around... come on i can't even stomach listening to you any more..so much lies and crap that you just keep saying, and you are out of touch with the real America....period. any one want to offer political refuge to this American citizen? i really can't stand it here any more.......

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

listen children.....



Listen Children,

to a story that was written long ago,
about a kingdom on a mountain,
and a valley fort below,
On the mountain was a treasure,
buried deep beneath a stone,
and the valley people swore
they would have it for their very own.

GO AHEAD AND HATE YOUR NEIGHBOR,
GO AHEAD AND CHEAT A FRIEND,
DO IT IN THE NAME OF HEAVEN,
YOU CAN JUSTIFY IT IN THE END.
THERE WON'T BE ANY TRUMPETS
BLOWING ON THE JUDGEMENT DAY,
OR THE BLOODY MORNING AFTER....

ONE TIN SOLDIER RIDES AWAY...

SO THE PEOPLE OF THE VALLEY
SENT A MESSAGE UP THE HILL:
ASKING FOR THE BURIED TREASURE,
TONS OF GOLD FOR WHICH THEY KILLED,
CAME AN ANSWER FROM THE KINGDOM,
WITH OUR BROTHERS WE WILL SHARE,
ALL THE SECRETS OF OUR MOUNTAIN,
ALL THE RICHES BURIED THERE,


NOW THE VALLEY CRIED WITH ANGER,
MOUNT YOUR HORSES,
DRAW YOUR SWORDS,
AND THEY KILLED THE MOUNTAIN PEOPLE,
SO THEY WON THEIR JUST REWARD......


NOW THEY STOOD BESIDES THE TREASURE,
ON THE MOUNTAIN DARK AND RED,
TURNED THE STONE AND LOOKED BENEATH IT:

" PEACE ON EARTH "

WAS ALL IT SAID,

GO AHEAD AND HATE YOUR NEIGHBOR,
GO AHEAD AND CHEAT A FRIEND,
DO IT IN THE NAME OF GOD,
YOU CAN JUSTIFY IT IN THE END.
WON'T BE ANY TRUMPETS
BLOWING ON THE JUDGEMENT DAY,
OR THE BLOODY MORNING AFTER,
ONE TIN SOLDIER RIDES AWAY....

SONG DONE BY: ORIGINAL CASTE....
.


Tuesday, August 26, 2008

august 26, 2008

Hello America:
how are you all today...lets see more bad write ups on fraudulent
home loans, even more than last year...why not just got congress to float loan to Americans who can't make payments..so they are double insured..can't go wrong...crooks or home buyers, government will provide... ha ha ha ha ha ...
well i promised to write about evil done on daily basis but spell check wouldn't work but saved to draft for court...if i ever get there to prove the bastard illegal acts by government and people who they got to do their bastard acts.. and i have to laugh, got up and read about how they are doing more crooked
home loans even more than last year...and why not government will bail you out if you get in hot water...ha ha ha ha sound business practices???? anyone??? and i laugh while i watch you still run to do evil to me, and you are still sinking more and more into the evil pot you fixed for me.... funny huh... today on eBay "Miranda" rights...on eBay..come on now it really makes me mad when i can't watch t.v read newspaper, listen to radio and do the Internet with out your bastard crap to put up with... like pictures turned upside down or sideways.. no problem... it's your money.... your ad, don't have to go there...so who did it profit? other than your evil minds to do some little evil any way you can....well pay for it...I can not believe so many people run to do evil to someone they don't even know...all based on this governments say so.... hello, they haven't been honest from day one so why do you people buy into it????? dumb ass's oh well,
god may have his hand out, but then again so do you... give me, give me, give me, even though i don't know how to handle money and what the hell just live like there is no tomorrow...
and you upset the balance and you blame others... funny huh... morally white and ethical...ha ha ha ha ha just like i watch this government keep finding ways to set me back money wise yet it is them that keeps going farther and farther in the hole...
well not watching t.v. for the next week had my fill of it for the last 17 days while watching Olympics..China you did good... so good...loved it..so loved it.. and your country and your people.. you did so good.... and now back to the convention in Denver......what the hell is going on? and who is paying for it all? come on now what is the point of those conventions...just to nominate the two people whom we all voted on in primaries
and now little party to vote them in and then third in November???? well how much money do we spend on all of this, mailing out primary ballots and cost of ads and then convention and then again in November? all of this for one go round...a lot of money going out the door for a good time and why? just have one election and let whom ever wants on the ballet...period.. and let the damn chips fall where they may...
like who gives a crap who is in congress or president....they are all doing such a good job, that you just keep re- a- electing them.. how's that working for you America... ????
and now just one more expense on top of another....oh well.... have fun and party it up...you have so much to celebrate... just like getting away with the evil you have done to my family.. you raping, lying, stealing, fraudulent, crooked bastards who think it is OK to mentally and physically and sexually abuse a child...huh cps..or Benton county or city of richland or richland high school... want to go there you dirty rotten bastards with what you have allowed and done and rationalized when you know it isn't right??? you evil bastards may the good lord above destroy your evil bastard ass's like he is going too..and when i move away from here so goes the blessing... and you can have back the curse just like when i left the last time when you wouldn't protect my daugther... you evil evil bastards.... rot in hell america if you can't stand up for whats right, then may god destroy you for you were suppose to be the shine-ing example of all he stands for, and what is the best way for the devil to show god up...Kind of like slapping him in the face.... how bad you evil bastard hippocrites can be...? to pick the apple of his eye and destroy all that it stands for... well he did it, and so did you people... enjoy what comes back on you....

Monday, August 25, 2008

monday august 25th

Blessing or curse....let me show you how that works...
number one Olympics number one in history of Olympics.
first one i watch in years...its number one...the game shows i watch number one...for years and years...still on and soap i watch number one....(although right now you drag on and on and on about things...such as mikes dad..whine whine whine some more...get over it and move on...for the love of soap you just milk some things pasted the point of no return...let me write for you i am sure i could put more twists and spice it up some more....but still number one....my point...blessing..
and curse is what you get when you do evil and the only way they could is with credit cards, and bullshit there..and god cursed you there... everyone of you who did your evil with full cooperation from government, you in the red....and you know who you are.... the ones who have not bought into doing evil still doing good...no problems with them, although one just bought into a transaction i would not have bought into..(merger) which i think was a bad deal and anyone with smarts wouldn't have bought it either...but i think you guys think no repercussions for bad judgement, and if all goes well good investment, bad then shit oh well let the American people pay for it compliments of congress. which while i am going to pick on people, just like you have picked on me...i think congressmen and women and supreme court should have to disclose all investments and stock portfolios... so no conflict of interest exist....and big business...in the pocket of congress. and by the way who is their watch dog? the government....hello, need i remind you, contacting attorney general doesn't do you any good when they in on it too...(hence forth firings of state and federal attorney generals, (just a smoke job to at transfer out of illegal wrong doings and one hand not knowing what other hand doing...bullshit....bullshit...oh excuse me...dung.....my point again... blessing, curse, by the way London
i would not be concerned about Olympics coming up and cost, and not out doing china, you don't need to...when they got bid, different time than now... we don't expect you to go over board, same with Canada. times have changed..and things don't look good....someone upset the balance, and we know who that is don't we AMERICA.... AMERICA BROUGHT ALL OF THIS EVIL UPON THE WORLD...AND EVERY ONE afraid to say it... i will. also today for about five minutes maybe less i watched the news, Pakistan torched two military cars of American army....(and our news tries to connect the dots saying Taliban...come on now why can't you call it like it is...Pakistan's who hate America.....not Taliban...they really don't exist, just people who are angry and hate America...and you wonder why? push and spue out your hatred for others, and it comes back on you...assholes...and you try to run other governments and you don't think that will not come back on you too???? hello...
run to do evil and get evil back you dumb ass Americans who think shit don't stink and get into other countries business and you have no idea how they do things in other countries and you get in there and stir up things, (usually not good, you just about back wrong guys,)(you always say afterwards, lesser of two evils...) oh hello... and when their people elect who they want you go and throw monkey wrench into that government and they don't hate you without cause... when are you going to see those people have rights to elect whom they want, and you need to bend and work with them instead of trying to destroy them...hello and you wonder why your hated and why the world is in such turmoil....who started it America....and always is a busy body in other peoples business...?? you and who has bad judgement...?? you so if i am going to piss you off so be it. i speak the truth...you upset the apple cart, and the world is paying for it...fraud in your banking system, (boy you sure love
to flag our bank accounts for anything over 9000.00 dollars, we are all drug dealers, (which happens to be violation of rights to privacy,) but the watchdogs are bigger frauds and crooks than the American people, and you want to watch my money? and who are you bailing out...your crooks who play god with my money....and you want to say what now...who should be guarding the hen house...surely not you....corrupted all of your doings...and then you scream wolf when people who are smart enough to see the truth take their money and put it in overseas
banks you have a shit fit...well too bad...as you are failing all over the place, and in any court of law. they would win because of your bad business practices...not Europe's or other countries...your being to nosy in our business and not in yours has gotten you in the pickle your in...pot calling the kettle black..and your reasons... don't hold water any more...America you need to take back your country and not let these liars tell you what and how it is going to be... or else you won't have a country to call home anymore.. you need to repent and repair and restore all the way around...on every level and if you can't see the truth, then may the devil have you...because God won't help you...you frauds, liars, hypocrites, and government officials.... Have a nice day......hey Jackie Chan...good seeing you at closing ceremonies.. i love your good family movies...can always count on you for good movie....for the family to watch...thank-you.....

Sunday, August 24, 2008

Closing of olympics tonight.....

Closing of Olympics tonight in China...are you all enjoying it.. i am....watched again today. and have my tape ready for tonight....so i hope it will be good... well America how are you doing? more evil in this part of the world that's for sure....trust me i see to much of it...oh don't know what i am talking about? liars....oh well, lets see the truth.. you B's took 925.00 out of my pocket for a good five years or better and so god took 9 trillion away from you... you know it amazes me that i watch you run to do evil to me and my family and now god is doing it back to you so much so that nothing you are doing is making much of a profit...across the board... and now lets go to the banks again...
an other one closed in Kansas, or mid west.... 9Th FDIC bank to close, (just in case you don't read news.... 9th one this year, (so far) last year total of three for the whole year.... so God has more than doubled the evil you did to me right back on your evil asses what three times as much or how about 925.00 a month of mine to 95 million of yours.....ouch....oh that's right god doesn't exist and you didn't run to do evil to my family in his name and he isn't pouring back your evil imaginations back on you so much so .... it is like the blessing or the curse... God could repent and pour out a blessing so much so that the world could not contain it....same goes for the curse... now you are beginning to understand it huh??? God did not come against you until you took my daughter out and put her in a rapists home, with drug and alcohol problems, hell he even grew pot and sold it and you knew it.... you knew my daughter was getting raped there too, and you wanted her where she wouldn't do good, and you wanted to hurt me... well i never prayed to god to hurt you or do unto you until you more than crossed the line on the evil too much so that i pray to him and he answered back, i told him to do unto you as you have done unto me... and i never wanted your destruction until you worked so damned hard to destroy my family... now your getting it back.. and i warned you and warned you and warned you... and you still don't get it....and it is funny how many of you are crying woe is me now, but when it was me you were right there running to do evil and brake my bank....so now god has broken yours, tell me America how does it feel to be me? only god is magnified and multiplied it to the trillionth... i even gave you the answer and said just try it and see... oh hell no prideful arrogant assholes, i apply for a home loan one day and the stock market went through the roof... then you give me bullshit no on loan and you know that is bull, especially when just six months ago wells Fargo did give me loan, (didn't like all the extra charges so didn't get it, but they did really good on that quarter.... i don't care what you people believe just know this run to do evil to your neighbor and you will get evil back, and all that you have done, i started praying to god to bring on Armageddon, and low and behold Russia starts into Georgia.... read your bibles out of the east and the north bother him ( who is in Babylon?? AMERICA) and who is Babylon ...america....and who is in the north Iran and east (dry shod ) turkey, Russia...right there warming up....and it didn't happen until i started praying for god to destroy you because you don't stop with the evil you run to do to my family everyday.. he may be the only one i have on my side, but he is the only one i need... may he destroy you the way you have worked to destroy me, and my peace and harmony... now you will get it back on your plate, just in time for your " just desserts." in the bible God says if you knew how much i think of you or do for you the "sum" would be more than the sands in the seas, maybe you can't see it but i know just how much he loves me and i also know how much he can pour good out or evil, that is up to you... you did to me as Sodom and Gomorrah and now you are receiving the same, but you know what? even though you have seen proof of god's love for me you still ran to do evil even when you knew my truthfulness... and now i want your destruction the same as you wanted mine, and you worked so hard at it and you did not think it possible that what has happened to America would happen, until you crossed the line, beyond reasonable to outright evil with no remorse... well receive what you deserve because you didn't believe that any one or anything could take America down.... well god has let you run a muck with no checks and balances, you get back all the evil fraudulent doings you did to me...God gave you twice over to repent and you didn't because you didn't think nothing could touch the powerful America... well if you assholes in the government who know you hear every word spoken in my house, when i got up one day,
and told you god could take you down without dropping one bomb i wasn't lying was i? and you know if he wanted too it could get even more worse for you by one thing and only one, and if i were you president bush i would start going to church every Sunday and pray that doesn't happen... but then again god doesn't hear your prayers, but he does mine... and you know it and still run to do evil to me and my family... Well remember when i lived in Denver and you had that freezer out in the garage, and had Babylon on it and you had me go out and get cleaning supplies out there on top of it because you wanted me to see it and get your meaning of it...and that was 1998 remember assholes.... and i was so mad and i said, I'm not Babylon, you are,...well i guess god heard that huh,... because i am not in Babylon but who is? the American government...and ten years ago you would have never believed it and you bastards laughed back then huh??? well who's not laughing now? you...assholes, and you know what not everyone in the bible is evil...so why do you look for evil and do evil in the name of god? then get what you deserve... also watching Olympics you gave a reference to book in bible... well i need to correct you on a few things because i know how you evil people can twist things to what ever way you want....#0ne....when Jesus cast out devils out of guy in bible...did he do it by braking laws? by rape, by abuse, by doing evil? no because that would double the evil back on you.... Jesus did not brake one law of gods or the laws of the land to cast out devils, other wise he would be held accountable on day of judgement, so to rationalize what you have done to me and my children, no, god still never gave you permission to do evil or brake laws, or rape children, or abuse court systems or use police to do evil and not find anyone to do right, and you know it... you just make up excuses to get away with what you have done...because you still hide the facts of doing it for it is braking your own laws, and moral code of ethics any way you look at it... so receive destruction that you deserve for the evil you have done, you are under the curse and you can't explain it, but you know it is happening and you do deserve it... well the keep running to do evil to me and mine and god will have no choice but to do the same to you....it's still not to late but again your choice...more evil then evil shall be yours....just like 50 billion in loans for car company's??? hello, what did they do with their profits? and about refixing so they can make more energy efficient cars, ( need i remind you Dotson b2-10) or in the seventies lots of small cars, and why weren't you making some small cars anyway, not everyone can afford a hummer, and some poor people look for ways to save money but you made them buy big cars, gas guzzlers and now you want your hand out? when we are suffering having to put in fifty dollars to fill one tank...hello, we spend more on gas to put in tank than on the payment to you to drive... and you need a hand out? sure feels like we are heading for a communistic government.....hummmmmm................ if i had a car or truck, that someone didn't blow up the engines, huh just like home loan, they don't want me to move....that's why engine done in by
Steve's tire factory, and when they have the kennewick police circle the building while you are there you know damn well what they were planning, just like cutting timing belt on truck.... but what the hell, whats mine is yours, you covertness bastards... and god will take all that you took from me away from you... watch and see..... who will be right? and who will be destroyed??? evil and i will see my desire upon my enemies....

Friday, August 22, 2008

horse jumping in hong kong....

Dear china,
loved the Olympics again yesterday and last night and today... horse jumping was great.... i swear you out did yourselves...very good... very

B E A U T I F U L.....you painted and did wonderful job and pleasing to the eye on how beautiful; even the jumps were...quite creative... i am so loving this Olympics more than anything this year... men and women volley ball. way to go men's basketball team...loved the dance ballet (that's what i call it...) i just think even the participants dress beautiful...sorry about the mistake on the relays America...but you tried and participated....every day i watch and tape and swear i am going to blog and blog and blog on how much i love it....it is so beautiful, even the people cleaning the balls in volley ball, and the dust mopers, and the clean the floor guys, you all deserve a round of a plause from the peanut factory, in the bleachers so to speak....couch potato 101 says good job and i am proud of each and every one of you for your abilities and your efforts, your wins, and your defeats.... you are so lucky and so good to be there, to join in the relationship of humanity, and the possibilities of the future where we will be one planet of humanity instead of separate countries, but humanity with distinct characteristics instead of countries.... one world one humanity one people based on truth, peace and prosperity for all, and if we all give to one another, even on a small basis we still could make such a Hugh difference... love to watch you all... congratulations to everyone there, have a good time and thank-you china for being such a good host...love you....

Thursday, August 21, 2008

let's talk turkey!!!!

Still loving the Olympics. Men's and women's volley ball. five sets apiece... good games. watched.. bmx ...very fast. women's diving... good, you know you can excel at any thing you put your mind to....and congratulations to the guy who got his first medal ever in the history of his nation...i video taped it. but can't go back and find it right now...anyway short term memory lost...ha ha also bad with names if you can't tell by now. i wish i did not have to mar the games with politics but i didn't do the shit that is going on now...o.k. Russia in Georgia....lets start there,
i really tried to stay positive and not go to anything other than cheering on the Olympics... Russia came to games, you don't think, lets just have a little brain freeze for a moment... you don't think Russia didn't go there to talk to bush about not putting missiles in Poland, and one last chance to not go there? in secret talks to begin with... you don't thing he didn't bring that up...one last chance... you bet he did...and how do you think bush handled it.. with the same diplomacy he always has... done just what he wants with no regard to anyone else. he thinks he is the biggest and the toughest and no one can stand in his way with what ever he wants, well he is wrong. you don't think Russia didn't know about the signing of the Poland agreement ahead of going into Georgia, and that that was just
an accident? or that Bush wasn't already planning all of this for months. and knew when would be the best time to deploy this shit? oh yes he knew... and i do not care what you people think but Russia has every right to defend its self and putting those missiles in Poland, is braking the nuke treaty and quote u....
but we aren't going to point them at you....BULLSHIT.. once a liar always a liar...and boy does he have his head in the clouds..
Russia pulling out of nato....red flag.... staying in Georgia..red flag...missiles in Poland red flag... trouble in Afghanistan, and Pakistan....red flags.... number one bush wanted to put up spy satellite above china too, and how did they respond? any different to Russia... no do i blame them no....my question is this why the hell does he have to go and stir up trouble all over the world...no one asked him to or did anything to deserve the response that mr. bush is giving for his bullshit that he has been doing for a long time... how about a sico evaluation for him...asshole....we were doing good and then he comes into office and he has just pissed off the whole world just about and runs his mouth off to much and what has happen? not pointed at you... America is braking another agreement or treaty and who gives a shit....???? well America when the bombs start dropping here then you can give a shit that you have a proud, arrogant asshole in office and you put him there, who has taken Americans rights away as much as he has stepped all over other countries rights too... and by the way to point out Russia is wrong for going into Georgia.....(let me remind you of your past)
self righteous hypocrites....you went into Iraq without cause, all based on lies, can't find truth, make something up and lets add more fuel to the fire by making it about war on terror...bullshit..they were in full compliance, you overstepped your bounds... and America, who the hell do you think you are that all of the bullshit crap you have been spueing out of your mouth won't catch up with you????? or how about passing bad loans off to foreigners..??? come on now...what has happened to America to want to go to war with everybody and everyone?? get the picture people before it is to late... and by the way...read your bible if you don't think America is setting up world war three, your wrong... and if you do not do something to diffuse things, your in for the last war for a long time. and if you do not think it won't come here??? your wrong... and if you think your prepared, your not, president bush, you need to think things through before you do some of the stupid things you do...moron
and people please listen to me...do you think he will care about your families, hell no... these assholes will be sitting in their bunkers pushing the buttons while we pay the price...like always people who have nothing to lose, cost us the most... let me remind you of bay of pigs....now folks don't you think Russia has a right to protect its self? and not pointed at them... let me remind you president bush is a liar....and he really isn't in touch with reality...also one last word, when the innocent become the hunted, then the hunter will become the hunted.... live by sword die by sword... At least i can say i see God's word coming true and he will avenge my soul upon these bastards who lie cheat steal rape mental, physically and sexually abuse their own people.... you have had long enough to repent of the evil you have done, but you just keep doing more...pay the price... when evil shall be no more..............your choice... what has happened to America? stir up trouble and you will get trouble back...i sure miss president Clinton when the world was at peace and was very happy all the way around...pretty much so.... now look what you have gotten in eight long years, and he has five more looooong looooong months in office.....it feels like and eternity already...and please i hope you learn to mend fences next time and use diplomacy... there is no room for war any more is this world.... but your choice again... you bigoted fools... also if you don't think wanting all of those little countries around Russia into nato, wasn't trying to slap Russia in the face, and say we aren't doing anything to you... what the hell do you think he was setting up to begin with... and you can't see the truth, Russia is acting the only way it can against bush's damned agenda.... now who is the fool? and who is the trouble maker???? open up your eyes, wasn't Iraq enough of a clue for you? need it twice...???? then you deserve what happens to you and you put another one in that wants to follow bush are you nuts????? then you get what you deserve, and i am heading for the mountains...god already warned me, more than once but i just keep ignoring him... saying i really don't care where i die, but instinct says, go where you want and your children will follow..for when the bombs start dropping here, they will come to mama....and mama will be prepared.... will you be...America you have been warned enough and see the signs... and yet you are still so proud and not willing to try peace... then you get the war you want....

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

China

Let me ask you people a question or two and then put it as judge Judy would put it...o.k. First lady who is in prison because china took her home for new road, story did not say whether she was offer good money for it, which she probley was, and you people want to bash china for it... Well prison, with out trial, ( hello, America....same boat...) and then took her home...right America, lets see right to emanate domain ring a bell here???? pot calling kettle rusty again, or how about full of holes... because you guys have been taking peoples property when you want it from the beginning of this country...America Indians, need i remind you, and you have been doing it ever since, and the flip side of that is when the ground is so poisoned by business, or government, can't get you to buy it back, unless it costs them years and years in a court of law. yes you know how to cook the goose too, or how about Peking duck....ha, ha,
Now i have to say the Olympics are suppose to be about good will, not to have demonstrations of what you don't like about the way they do business, time and place for everything... so now i must say china handled it very well. and i agree with what they did. Number one, china's best interest is in its country and being able to support its people, we all want the same things, some just go slower about it than others, and you have no room to talk on any issues, period...your not Lilly white either. period.
They wanted to put best foot forward to show the world how much they want to be a part of the new world, and you are trying to smack them down. (Let me remind you of how you just treated Katrina victims, as criminals, and went in there with guns, instead of food and water. ( and you know damned well it was because they were black and poor. you would not have seen the same reaction if it had been in the Hampton's. oh hell no... you would have sent black limo's to pick up them if it had been the rich... whole different story... huh? yes... anyway back to the point... i agree with china, people came for a good time and an enjoyable Olympics not demonstrations of any kind...and if they had allowed them and they got out of control, who would you have blamed for not being able to control the public, just a way to try and undermine them and prove that business would not be a good idea, well they have proved you wrong again, china has done everything right. and thought well enough ahead to be ready for underhandedness of others to try and destroy peace, and harmony of games.... again i admire you for your for thought, and to make sure the games were beautiful, full of life, and an enjoyment to all. good going china... now as judge Judy would have put it...let me put it to you this way, if you purchased a 42 billion dollar home, or a 42 billion dollar car or plane, would you let someone deface it in full view of the world? would you allow some one to walk up and spray paint on it, or key that car? or cause harm to an innocent bystander, only there for the games? no... China you did good, no matter how the news crews try and deface your country, they have no room to talk, and i am speaking from experience... love you...hey where can i get some of your beautiful dresses, your women on there are dressed in some of the prettiest dresses. i know have to have Internet page on buying from Olympics, i suppose i could Google it....and now i am back to mute on t.v. to much bullshit coming from u.s.a. on
twisting things out of perspective.... still love seeing all the colors and i still am amazed at how beautiful of a job you did...congratulations, good work. you proved yourselves worthy of world attention and the spirit of cooperation sure is in your court, but not America's. They just love to criticize anything and everything that moves....

Sunday, August 17, 2008

China

I so am loving the Olympics...I love looking at how well kept and clean it is, how china stepped up to the plate and delivered one of the best Olympics in history... They have been good hosts, and showed the world their hospitality, better than President Bush running off his mouth....China did everything right, and even kept their mouth shut and let you do your bashing... Now that shows restraint and good will more than you have shown...and yes like any mother i would tell you the truth of your actions.. human rights violations,...America is no better...lets see...we are holding people with out rights to trial, and torcher, and abuse, and let alone your police violations of civil liberties, and don't let me hit on your violations of women's rights, and Gay's rights, and of course, violation of church and state, or parental rights, need i say more...AMERICA...get your plate clean before you go and start bashing others....hypocrites...
Any way china, i can not say anything bad about how good you have presented yourselves, and how you went all out for these Olympics. You have proved yourselves worthy of the honor and the good will of the world, more so than we have...and you have been stepping up to the plate, on help when others needed it and also when you needed it.. now that shows a nation working on making it into the 22 century, unlike America...
I humbly bow in respect to your nation and the good will of your people.....I love all the flowers, the plants, the trees, you have shown a beautiful city, and a wonderful Olympics. Only one thing i must criticize, you had a English interpreter, on the ping pong stuff of the seventies, and she said, mosatung, was suffering from mental illness, and that was before he invited Nixon, apparently all of them were, if you do not remember those days, we were throwing out as much bullshit lies to keep hatred up in those days, as you were, and apparently you still are ( buying into the lies and blasphemy your neighbors good name, and of course he isn't around to say otherwise, and you know if he was, you wouldn't have been saying it to begin with, so be thankful he opened the door to the west, because your life just keeps improving, you ungrateful person, who wants to run to do evil..... But thank-you china for giving me a wonderful view of your beautiful country, and your people....I so enjoyed it all, just have to mute it from time to time, but that has to do with the lies and mental abuse of our news teams. They just love to throw out lies to satisfy their own abuses..... But don't worry God will take care of them his way.....since they won't own up to the truth of the evil they have done, and that these assholes and idiots don't know when they have had it so good, that they have to run to do evil to others.... and this is the country i live in but i disown....

Friday, August 15, 2008

china....

Still watching Olympics folks? i sure am, i video taped off last night, couldn't stay up till three or whatever...but i must say, don't even read Internet start page if you want to watch it. i hate it when i find out ahead of time, kind of wrecks it.... so anyway i am getting up this morning and watching without turning on the news...first...besides later will catch up by twelve, they give high lights you know.... still loving it... so much so... love the dresses the ladies wear...i want one...if i was twenty again instead of an old lady...dang... if i were twenty again, only in this time....still loving every part of the Olympics. i so hope i am still alive for 2010 Olympics in Canada, that is at my front door...i have to go....that is so close that it would be foolish to be so close and not go.... well i have to mute the darn t.v. on the Olympics why? they are still at their damned code words, and i am so tired of it... lets see America....how about i paint a picture for you today? and you see what it is like for me... they put on commercials when they want to put a thought into my brain, or a fear, which i am so used to their lies that it doesn't bother me any more, they are just liars, and frauds, rapists, and law breakers and they are the government.. what pisses me off i that they spend money on foolish t.v. ads, when they are in the hole financially and they just keep spending money to harass me... are you ready for the clues today... tom brocouf....in square,
"intersection" next day kayaking, "fugitive" then hit and run....
then gov. gregwire, and Washington state patrol is number one in the whole u.s.a. then steven defoe commercial, and then s.s. commercial... put the hammer down...another one on Olympics come on now...fugitive on river kayaking...stretching it a bit right....just like tom's clue word in sentence that did not make sense...but it worked, and i have to say, radar...... i am so sick of watching the bullshit with the word play, it used to be (kaos) and boy they ran that one into the ground.... lets see mental abuse of and by u.s.a. and if i could sue the shit out of you i would, but god will take care of you.... now for my take on the week in America...first, amthax guy...f.b.i. came to him and told him going to be arrested in two to three weeks.... hey folks, since when you have the police and f.b.i walk up to suspect and say, we are coming to arrest you in two or three weeks??? just a little to chummy for me don't you think??? and still worked for government up until then...still doesn't add up...all the way around... still feel like government sponsored the whole thing to
get people to back "war on terror...." still feel like it was bought and paid for by government...i don't care what you think..common sense tells you number one wouldn't still be working there, with ability to get more and do more harm, the government would be braking their own laws, on serving and protecting... and firing him with everything they say... why didn't they, and excuse doesn't wash, trust me if the government wanted you gone, you would be... so buddy buddy and we are coming for you in two weeks, adds up to mental abuse by government to torment him into killing himself, and he had enough of the abuse already... right...??? other wise he wouldn't have just taken only his own life, if all they said was true.....he would have taken more out with him.... and who gives a heads up first? come on now....still does not add up period...no matter what you say... i had to get that in, who comes to you and says we are coming to arrest you in two weeks....buddy buddy? what's up with that, when they shot that guy in Denver they didn't give him the what's up....oh that's right illegal immigrant, not a government worker, with years of working for government.... right??? a person who could
contributed to war on terror, but he did, also it is like they used him just until president bush about to leave office, and they are now cleaning house their way, also he could be in witness protection program....have you thought of that? (was it a closed casket?) that would silence the people that they hurt... i don't put anything pasted this government after what they have done to me and my children.....but you all have had a hand in that too....any way it does piss me off that you waste so much time on your bullshit crap to feed me, well mute button works fine. and now i just tape what i want to watch and skip commercials... more than one way to skin a cat... also why waste time energy and money on bullshit commercials and crap for me, when you are facing a lot more trouble than i could shake a stick at...want me to spell it out for you??? deficit... is growing in leaps and bounds, and you don't care, the federal reserve gave banks more money, to hold them up, Russia is in Georgia, and p. bush just got Poland to allow missals in their country. and if you don't think you are setting up world war ????? don't you think you have bigger fish to fry than messing with me, and it is so wasteful and stupid, to waste energy to do evil, instead of good, your balance is still way way off, and trust me it is all going to come back on your plate, your just desserts... do you notice how god says they add sin upon sin to their plate, thinking (no harm no foul) and that nothing has went wrong...like America hasn't fallen in the last twenty years, and the more evil you ran to do to me: god ran to do to you and magnified it world wide... trust me he did, and he magnified every bastard evil you did to me back on your plate, but he also waits to give you your just desserts, (your day of recompense..) and you idiots want to still mess with little ant
at the bottom of the totem pole when the termites are all over you... all i am saying and trust me, i haven't been proven wrong yet. world war three, and you are standing on the ledge still and you want to screw with me when you are so close to the evil you have done and started and cooked? and you don't see it? and that the more you threaten me the more God threatens you? and you don't see it... the balance? you are fools and fools end up dead, all those who fight against Israel is what? and Israel is a people not a place...... So keep up your foolishness because you are in more trouble than me and you brought it upon yourselves when you ran to do evil to your neighbor....and as i have said before do good; do evil, makes no difference to me, it's god who has control he will render unto you just what you deserve for what you have done, and you don't see that you are the trouble maker, liar, thief, and murderer....need i say more, repent repair and restore, or be Sodom and Gomorrah, and by the way, time for you to read Isiah one and two.... I am tired of watching you do your bullshit, crap and lies to me, when god just keeps giving you chance upon chance and warning after warning to leave me alone and let me and my children live in peace.....and you just keep doing your evil when god just keeps wagging red flags in your face to "cease and desist" your little stupid bastard evil you do to me...and if i said god shall rain holy hell down upon you upon my death, i would not be wrong, if you look at the past, present and the future, if you keep doing evil instead of restoring from the evil you have done. but it isn't my future, it's yours, and time is running out for you to repent of the evil you have done.... trust me god could still repent and pour out a blessing, but every day i watch you assholes come against me, and then boom, God sets up one more red flag for you to see and comprehend, about push and god pushes back, do evil to one god shall do evil to you..... plain and simple, if your whole world at least America's (because there are seven angels) depended on how you treated your angel, and you see with living proof that every time you do evil to me god does it back to you.... every darn time... and don't you care about your future, and your children's future? then why do evil to me and mine, when it is your balance and your future that hangs in the balance, but don't take my word for it....read your bible...and then see if i am right or wrong... i still bet on me.....every time... and i do not care how much evil you run to do to me, its your choice to do evil and you shall reap what you sow... you had peace and zero deficit when i did, and the more you stole from me the more god took from you so just keep being fools and pay the price, You truly have went down hill and the bastard evil you have done has just gotten worse with time, and shown
to the world....and everyone who helped you, are no longer in office....can't you see how wrong you have been? or is America getting more and more ignorant? or blind? or stupid? or just plain evil????? and you prideful arrogant bastards hate to admit that a woman just might be right... Well then fry in the evil you have created, and damned it don't think smart or care about your own country, or own children, or your own future, because you still want to do evil to me every day, then so be it....god shall do it back to you, beyond the realm of possiblilities, multiphied and maginified back upon you and you just don't get it.... do you? warned again, and just keep telling the world how bad they are, how great you are, and piss them off some more, and when they come against you, it won't just be one... you are such dumb stupid assholes, to just keep up with your arrogant
evil prideful ways, and you are heading for more trouble than i care to think about, but you know what you deserve every bit of it when it comes back on you....every damnd bit of it...and i watch you just keep doing more and more stupid things, and maybe it is better for god to stop and start over because you have messed things up so bad, i do not think that you can get out of this with out a clean slate, and start over, because you have so corrupted yourselves and it is like you just keep adding fuel to the fire, and i honestly am scared to death for you because if you don't stop and get a handle on things....there won't be anything left for you to clean up......but don't take my word for it, take God's........................forwarned and i can go to my death knowing my soul is still saved and yours hangs in the balance............................



Wednesday, August 13, 2008

go michael!!!!! go china!!!! go team...!!!!! go world!!!!

Hello Everybody,
How are you all doing? Loving the Olympics!!! just loving every minute of it.. i get up and turn you on, watch till 12:00ish,
when it goes off, turn it back on at eight.... i have to say it...my hat goes off to you China. you have done beautiful and did a super job, and i will bow in respect to you for being a good and gracious host, and everywhere i look you did wonderful..the bike races, beautiful country, loved seeing the great wall wove into the fabric of the Olympics, loved seeing how many panda's there are....i can't say anything bad about any part of it so far...there is one thing i must say though, and there isn't one person out there who wasn't thinking it too...so i am just being honest and truthful... they talk about your heavy handedness, well, when that person killed that man and knifed his wife, and the tour guide, then jumped off building killing himself....there wasn't a person who knew, (before story broke about him killing himself...) if he was found alive that he would be given a trial, found guilty, and then taken out back and given a twenty- five cent bullet right between the eyes.....and it would have been fast.... and it wouldn't have surprised me if it would have been on t.v. for disgracing his country... that you know for sure...would have happened and you know what i say... thank- God....because he did that on purpose for what ever reason, and at that point said, i bet a lot
of people are saying thank-you..for killing yourself...because if you hadn't the government would have, and there isn't one person from this country who wasn't thinking, i hope they get that guy, because we all knew he would have been taken out and shot....and you know what...sometimes that kind of justice works.... sorry but i was thinking it... if i was the government, for sure when i got a hold of him he would have been taken out and shot...period...and you know what else, for the first time in all of this time, our news shows did not go on and on about the killer, giving him his fifteen minutes of fame, but stayed focused
on the victims... why over there? and not here? Couldn't say his name? or pronounce it??? what's up... and for once i have to say you did a good job... not to harp on the killer, but focused on
the victims... and i will say i think less people would do that shit here in America if you did not give three to five days of rambling on and on about killers, what they ate, what they did in the last day, what they felt...and on and on ...you glorify killers, and they don't just get fifteen minutes of fame, they get days of it...scyo-analyzing

the shit out of them, and for once i have to say, who gives a rats ass about them....don't give them one more minute of the day or the news, i do not even like publishing their names, because you just give them more glory. so it was nice that nothing was said other than he killed himself by jumping off a building...and it saved the government a 25 cent bullet

China, you have been a good host, and i don't care what anyone else says, you did good, and we all are still learning...and growing and maturing..... just like an oak tree.....

and confusia say:
rub the wrong way,
you get friction,
rub the right way
and you get a
smooth transfer

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

today...

O.K. folks:
today i am going to give you a day by day blow of what i deal with, everyday from here on out....o.k. so you can see how people and this bastard government had done things to mess with my life and that of my children's....today i went to the store for the first in a month on dial a ride....o.k. (government funded..) they have also worked with Benton country sheriff, and richland police and pasco police to threaten and harass me every time i get on the bus... well today was a mild day on a scale of 1 to 10.00 today was a 1...very mild but still they had to do their little bastard torment....first i have one letter to mail once a month...and they know it....used to be dropped in box at office but after they got my daughter out of here they closed the office and every thing has to go to prosser. (where the county court house records are, every time i request them they are there and a time delay...) no accident.... just another way to deny me access to legal paper work, when you have a lung condition walking from one end to the other at the kennewick court house too hard for me, no wheel chairs available, electric, and you know the paper work was never in prosser until my disability because they know odds are won't come back for second time because to hard... just like having me the last one on the docket because they know after two hours i am in deep trouble if i can't have my oxygen or treatment... that's why they have me last every time, because they know i can't breathe so i can't talk without loosing my breathe... they know just what they are doing don't kid yourselves that they don't...they do..bastards all the way around, first rigged court proceedings to begin with and then to torcher me for 2 hours because they want to cause me physical pain too... really dirty bastards huh.... and then they want to run in front of my face all the lawyers contacted trying to protect my daughter, kind of like rubbing your nose in the bastard run around they gave you and a way to rub it in that they all were in it together....they even had the trial lawyer for the boy found guilty of molestation there.... talk about rubbing how much injustice they can do... bastard America...rape children in the name of god and lie like the devil except when you want to rub my nose in just how far evil can go.... any way today they knew last day to put check in the mail, i called dial a ride yesterday to get picked up at mailbox's to go to wal-mart....first no one out and about while i walk to mail box, they want me to walk....then when i am down there the lady next door, aka linda, (my sisters name.) no accident, sooo she pulls up after i am there, she gets out and drops mail into box.. asked her how she liked her little vacation
where did you go? PENDELTON (women prison there..) I should have know better than to strike up a conversation because these bastards aren't stopping with the bull shit... number one she took a diesel truck , and a fifth wheel, and went to pendelton, do i believe her? no why? not cost effective... cheaper to have went to a hotel there than the gas and koa fees, no she didn't go there...don't believe it... just bullshit line to feed me, then i get on dial a ride, and man on there in wheel-chair starts talking.....ready for this.... i have to listen i am stuck there, and they know it...just more bullshit head games set up by government.... i have lived three years in rest home....its just like jail.. they should take me to jail because that is just what its like... jail.... come on folks more bullshit crap...are you kidding me, some times i wish god would grant these assholes the things they say running out that hole of a mouth so that they can see just how stupid and ridiculous you really sound...I am sitting there wishing god give him that on the other side,... your wish my command....oh how i wish they could have driven him right to county jail and dropped him off...for at least a week...big mouth... and i bet god will grant him that wish in heaven.... you bet....but then again not said for any thing else other than to torment me with their little bullshit crap... so for the rest of the day nice... not any bullshit even on the nightly news...I actually really enjoyed it... a whole half and hour with out the bullshit and real journalism... i guess when i really get pissed off and tune you out, i think your getting the message.....because i actually told them i was going to watch the Olympics with the mute button on if they can't straighten up and fly right..... like smart people, for god's sake it is suppose to me a news report not a code words code numbers and bullshit head games for one woman to see...
and the one thing that has kept me alive is the thought of making it to watch the Olympics... i love them, i see the promise of what we can be when i watch, (not as a country, any more but as a community of the world....) just like watching golf, women's in England.... so nice to see so many countries represented, that is where i see so much hope for the future, not in governments but in the people for the people exercise the change needed to get us to the next level....anyway the Olympics start on Friday night at 7:30.... hope you are all watching!!!! you know 2010 Olympics in Canada!!!!! i want to go to those if possible, i keep thinking i should be dead by now but god just has other plans....
damn it anyway.......

amtrax guy

Good morning America,

amtrax guy.....first i hope all the victims are suing the shit out of the u.s. government for this....they are guilty to.....MADE AT THEIR PLANT... and talk about endangering the people again???? we can get arrested for child endangerment, (except here in Benton county where they shelve a parents rights to protect their children...they love rapists here....huh Tara....four out of four children taken care of by her...all of them involved in child molestation in the family and they would not let me protect my child, because they wanted to get away with their bastard evil...right folks..and then they brag on t.v. U could appeal...right when i couldn't get an attorney to Begin with, even they had family law for Benton county legal aid close for the two weeks before court date, and that is all the time they gave me, but when i take my ex's to court, ready 9 months every fucking time..) scale way off and you wonder why god is give-ing you back what you did to me... back to point...
number one he made the stuff in their plant, went out and used it against people and then went to work for the next seven years every day at that plant....are you nuts... you buying any of this???? no no way... you wouldn't let someone do something like buy gasoline, at your store, set someone on fire and then say,... come back tomorrow and for the next seven years until we don't need you any more..... come on now....top secret place and kept working even when they knew done there... and you know what they didn't do anything until what, bush just about to leave office, and all done with research, and if he was that unstable he wouldn't have been still working there... you people are such liars... just like Saddam whosane.(sorry about the spelling) tell me people, and other governments who go against u.s.a. are they all crazy and when they speak and say their crap do you believe it.... or know it is just spouting off because that is all they can do....and then again once more tell me folks if a police officer is accused of beating someone up and video is there, or more than one allegation against him does the police department keep him on and let him go about his business
for seven more years....at place where he could get his hands on more stuff too???? who is telling the truth here...??? not you guys.... again.... just doesn't add up any way you look at it...no way if you knew that it came from your plant that it is even still up and running they should have shut it down and started all over again elsewhere...with new people... your just endangering the public for seven more years....???? no just doesn't add up...
i don't care what you say.... just doesn't add up all the way around...something fishy any way you look at it...from my point of view.....not the truth being spilled out only more propograma from government on the whole thing... no way would you keep him working there for seven more years where he could endanger more people...come on...now.....no more excuses either...couldn't have another lawsuit.. could right here but no one takes the case because you would rather go down with the ship... well your ship is sinking fast.....lets see could we find an attorney to sue you as to endangering us some more for keeping him on site....hello...brain dead.???? oh thats right they only speak the truth...huh...every time it comes out half truths or not at all.....(truth) case in point poligimists, child abuse...case 450 children... rush to judgement... oh yes, salem witch hunt again, in the name of religion, but that is why we have muslims locked up for years with out rights...... and then again i just might be seeing things....or i am crazy or i am more right than you know or are willing to admit.... huh....which is it....? and by the way... not leaving unless i want to... and i don't care how much you threaten, or harrass me.... and trust me folks if god was telling me to go. i would but your not god and you do lie...so shove your advice right here you put it in your own house...and keep it there because you guys are lousy at taking care of anything, and you are getting to be even worse liars as time goes on...you used to be better at it... now you are just getting really SLOPPY
at making them even sound good...... oh that's right we could go with don't ask don't tell.... America??? you sure are looking more and more stupid from where i sit....

Monday, August 4, 2008

shrink and story line don't add up

today i watched t.v. nightly news...i channel serf on all three channels here. about shrink and guy who committed suicide...again today i listened to her in her own words and her statements on air do not add up....not at all. number one if she knew that over the years he has tried to kill others with poison and what not why didn't she go to the police then???? all of these years she was his shrink, and knowing all of that, back then and not doing anything???? isn't that aiding and abiding in a crime, or accessory to a crime after the fact????? and yet she did nothing until.....( so close to him being charged) and him committing suicide..... so apparently something doesn't add up, someone suffering from depression, (which they knew very well and have hounded him for six years..) wouldn't you call that deliberately mentally abusing him to crack and commit suicide, not sounding like a sociopath at all.....just a man who couldn't take the pressure the government had put on him all of those years......and took the easy way out....funny how the government knows what buttons to push, and that he was still working at the lab..... couldn't fire him???? no grounds??? oh, come on now.....that is a bullshit line of crap if i ever heard one....but i do know how he could feel when the police and the government wants to run you into the ground....trust me.... but after twenty years of their bastard evil...i am used to it. and i don't care, blow engine in my car, cut my timing belt in truck, crash two computers....and the list can go from missing court records, transcripts proves criminal misconduct of judge and court officials, and i can list them for on and on.... some one said forgive and forget....no can't forgive rape of a baby (also transcript of phone conversation with mark panther missing,...doesn't exist...proof that they knew she was being raped...... they know i know how much they knew about my daughter was being raped....they knew those sick ass bastards...
police, let me give you another example...of knowing and revealing things...tonight on t.v. lit Olympic torch running through china....today..... guy in wheelchair....number 44 on his chest.....hummmmm now want to make a correlation to wheelchair and number 44....show of respect......guess who that was for???? that's right....you got her... now any one want to call me a liar???????? didn't think so...and i will not shut up...this government had a hand in the rape and mental and physical abuse of my daughter and me....and i can prove every word....every word.... forgive Katie, go and make it right with your brother whom you wronged in the first place and then i will think about forgiveness....God asked in his bible, anyone to stand up for truth, and justice???? he bold faced asked that...well here i am... and no i am not leaving this country.
this is my home and i have not done a damned thing wrong...stubborn i know. i would rather die fighting for the truth to come out than to run and hide like a coward, no offence about others who have.... i just can't..... i expected this country to be all that i grew up believing it to be...and damned it i will stay and fight for the truth....and damned it they raped and had a part in the rape of my daughter and the cover up and the lies and letting them off of braking all kinds of laws and braking laws by judges and this goes all the way to the president, and i don't care. damn it..... i will fight to the death for the truth to come out all of it huh judge Caroline brown, and commissioner Snyder, you people think all you have to say is forgive me god and it is done....think again....otherwise he wouldn't be coming back with avengance...huh....it would just go on like you bastards have....you people are true evil and evil shall be destroyed.... you rationalise all that you have done to my family, and you are sick bastards who rationalise all kinds of things....like the murder of a fourteen year old boy, by eight cops and one nurse, three black men going to a wedding party, a Mexican murdered by Denver police shot up (also a cop had it in for him already) was in court that day.... they hit that house on purpose and lied and covered up and unmarked and untraceable gun there...do i need to say more on what you people rationalise as o.k. and no problem.... just like setting someone up for twenty five years of hell, done in the name of religion, and you bold face lie about it....yet you are still doing it and saying forgive....horseshit... i will forgive when i get justice, and if that has to be when god comes back with vengeance, so be it...and trust me he knows all the evil unthinkable abominations you have done to me and my family....and i am telling you you are just starting to see the fall out of the evil you have done. being multiplied and magnified right back on you...and when one of us is murdered, you know for a fact what happens next....see you in the afterlife... where i will destroy your lying raping bastard asses...and trust me if you partake of one sin against me, then you partake of all the sins committed against me for you all knew and partook of the crimes from day one.....As god puts it you add sin upon sin to your plate.... you know the day will come weather you believe it or not, i shall see my desire upon my enemies. and they are Americans. evil bastard hypocrites who lie cheat steal rape threaten, stock, mental physical and sexual abuse, you bastards left no stone unturned, and slain daughter of my people you can bet that one is coming and after that kiss your fucking bastard asses good bye....because you will have the ending to the story in place and your bastard wickedness will be poured back on you to the trillionth again......just like god is doing now. all of the evil you have done is coming back on your sorry ass bastards who are evil evil evil....sick mother fuckers who don't know how to do anything right except evil.... that you do very very well.....sick bastards now i know why gods hates you and destroys you, and when you get it back on your dirty filthy plate full of the crimes you committed, and you are feeling the wrath of god come down on you remember these words..... forgive......when your children are in such pain,.....while you sat on your bastard asses and did nothing knowing what they were doing,,,,,,remember it will come back on you and your children....and remember forgive.... not justice or forgive father we deserve this for the evil we did to your people..... eat shit and drink your own vile piss you evil bastard people who rationalise every evil thing you have done, yet you know damned well if it had been done to you,
you wouldn't stand there and say yes, i love you too, and i forgive you too.... no way in hell, that's right: that's how you know it was wrong and to say forgive, tells you right there that you know what you have partaken in is wrong even today... its wrong..... so rot in hell, get back just what you put into it, you evil vile bastard hypocrites as Americans as Christians, as human beings...
you flunk on every fucking level, and i can't find one redeeming quality in one soul out there any more....it is like a feeding frenzy on how much evil you can run to do to me.... and yet the proof of the evil coming back on you in the last twenty years the more evil you did to me the more god showed the world how evil you are.... truth..... one hundred percent truth..... you are corrupt government and you are on the way out.... signora you evil vile people are going to get back your bastard evil....beyond your evil comprehension..... hurrah God....give it back to them....cup running over, their just desserts.... give it back to a people who had the blessing but loved to do evil, may they get their day of just recompense.....thank you god, everyday i thank-you... you gave us a cool summer because you knew i couldn't take it and live, you are so kind to me even as they are so evil. every day you show me in a lot of ways how much you love me.... and i thank you every day... every day i thank you lord, for taking care of me and cursing this evil nation......for the evil they have done... you just had to wait for me to say i have had enough of these evil bastard people....destroy this country......go for it god...i am behind you one hundred percent.... i agree with you one hundred percent....it took me twenty one years to finally say that...from one would would not hurt a living creature, to now wanting just what god said he would do. it took me a long time to figure out why he said, forgive me and remember i am the god of love.... for the love of his saints he finally destroys the earth by fire, and he does it out of love, believe it or not..... so you see this evil bastard solitary confinement by you bastards does have its rewards... i go over things and questions in my mind on why god says some things and why not....and Jesus too...because i am such a stickler for the truth...believe to a fault....i had to rationalize things in my mind and work it out between me, god, and Jesus.... like for example, Jesus saying forgive them father, they know not what they do.... i had a problem with that..... and i went over and over it, because from where i am at, he would have never said that....because they knew exactly what they where doing..... murder is murder, period... and you can not rationalise that grown men didn't know what they were doing....they knew..... i thought and went over and over it in my mind until i came upon an answer i could accept as why Jesus said what he said, and why he would say it like he did.... food for thought...he didn't say father i forgive them....no....he said father forgive them....two good reasons for that... tomorrow..i am tired now.... two or three more weeks until arrest???? yes read between the lines....don't care, one driven out, one halted, one afflicted.... you have done them all because you do not know who is who but you know it is wrong....bastards....separation of church and state....evil vile people.......you brake the law and i am suppose to run, go to hell....bring it on, because i will watch god distroy you...and threats don't mean much any more....after the rape of my daughter not much else to surprise me with your bastard evilness.... go for it....i am right here.....waiting while i watch your idle threats some more..... i am an old woman, bring it on......and you are evil and evil shall be destroyed.......

Monday, monday!!!!just another day

Good morning America, and world...
how are you today? sorry really don't care about capitals or punction, what's important in your world? because in mine i have watched evil people run to do evil to my family in the name of God, (which by the way is illegal to do in this country) but what the hell, we can look the other way when its you doing the persecution, but not china.....man oh man, lets just throw out the baby with the bath water, because you are that unclean these days. Lets see got some mail the other day....funny how government just loves to try and hurt you by rubbing evil people in your face and the evil they did for them...go ahead...
I still love my mother, and my children, and my god, and you know what even thou i know all the evil done, i still am the same person i have always been truthful to a fault...unlike the people they want to wave in my face...and oh well, i can still say no matter what, i did the right thing, i was the good person, and i don't care how much evil they run to do to me, i can go to my grave knowing i did no wrong... they did, but God is handling that right now. always has, even thou these assholes could not find anything to pen on me, they threaten, all the time. they ran to brake my bank and cause me undo hardship, and pain and suffering, non- stop for years, but now i handle it quite well,
they are getting a dose of it right back, but unfortunately you all get to feel the pain they have done, pebble in the pond, ripple effect, or as i liked to warn you, i am the pendulum and what you do to me god does back to you, just a matter of time... i warned you and begged you and i told you not to do those things, i gave you example upon example and you didn't believe but ran to do evil anyway, so now god is pouring it back on you and i am loving it... 100% loving it...and guess what Freddie mac, and fanny may's earnings and quarterly reports come out this week, so i bet the government is bracing for a bad week all the way around... because you know it ain't good. and we wouldn't want to lie like the devil again would we???? sorry i just have to rub your nose in it because every day you still run to do your bastard evil and mental abuse to me so i must mirror back the truth of the evil that you have done and that it is coming back on you magnified and multiplied as only god can do it.. and a little over a year ago you ran to do the most bastard evil i know that people could do, and you did not think god would put it back on your plate....Knowing how far you people have pushed me and that no matter what i did not pray for God to do evil back to you until you did the last straw with my Daughter, then i stared praying for god to do unto you as you have done unto me, and he has every evil you did to me god has put back on your plate plague style...( and if you murder me, altho jerm 8, and 9 state so, yes there are doctors but they do no good...trust me, just like auto tire store, blowing up my car....and lying about it... so they can just by knowing what is wrong and not doing a damned thing, huh doctors, that's murder... which is fine by me, for when i die i bet you dollars to donuts that is when God unleashes holy hell on you for the slain daughter of my people..... want to bet on that one? Just like i bet you didn't think you would be in the financial trouble your in right now a year and a half a ago when you laughed and did your bastard acts then too. not laughing now huh... and i wonder now that a year has went past on last bastard act, restraining order, which was a lie, a woman who couldn't even walk out of her house to fight with ex, (whom they put right next door, not fifty feet away, but they got restraining order anyway, because they couldn't stir the pot by putting him right next door, and denying my rights as a parent for visitation, and egged on by government, they still went for the restraining order, and when i totally complied, didn't talk to daughter or call or see her for 7 months, they couldn't stand it, so they had her come and bang on my door twice over, and phone calls, oh that's right i didn't fall into the baited trap again so now they send her over to cause trouble and set up the next set of bastard evil pranks... can't even get me for j walking but boy can you fuck with the little guy... well now God is fucking with you back and i will watch him stomp you into the ground because you ran to do evil, and you just keep it up... called on cars for sale, all sold, went to scooter store, closed again, damn they sure do not want me to have a car, sitting duck... well so are they, they can't help what is happening to them and they can't see that god is doing all that they did to me, pasted the point of no return, or very very close.... very soon door will be shut and your time up and then god will give you hell fire and damned nation for the braking of laws and the corruption of his daughter, and the bastard evil you did, hell hath no furry like a woman on the war path...............God runs the government, (upstairs but his wife runs the family and the house, and when you fuck with his family you fucked with his wife, and any fool knows you don't mess with a woman when she is mad, and when you fucked with her children, like a mother bear she will tear you limb from limb for hurting her family, and god has had just about enough of your bastard evil to put you in your place for good.
And if you think God won't side with his woman...you are so wrong...he is as mad as she is, only he was waiting for her to admit it...being the person she is she didn't want the same evil you did poured back on you but now she does, and she finally agrees with god all the way to the destruction of the world for she finally agrees and sees it through his eyes. on how evil people can be, clean on outside, but inwardly bastard evil to the core, You know the type, wolves in sheep's clothing.....
a bastard corrupt government, saying it is the shinning example of freedoms, when in truth it's not at all..... all gone....wake up America....wake up........talking to the choir again, but won't do any good, you gonna do the evil anyway, and god's gonna give it back to you some more............enjoy.... this week is going to be so good..... i love watching you get back all the evil you ran to do to me........ are you feeling it America? how does it feel, like getting the knife in the back and twisting..... god shall do unto you as you have done unto me..... i just love it..... i do