well well well

about bonus's mailed out friday...
and eleven not there any more.
and they will work for 1 dollar..why because the bonus packages were worth more than their salaries...come on no one is the fool here...if their pay was more which do you think they would have picked? greed again..

Then about scientists working on gene for resistant wheat
bug...why is it o.k for science to work on anything to do with food problems hands down, but when it comes to stem cell research no way? why? is science o.k. for one thing and not another...and yet we ran to built the bomb... hello conscience must only be available like the ebb and flow of the tide when there is a full moon...or something...some times i can't figure you people out...a case in point: if it were you starving to death with out that knowledge. then it is o.k. but for the saving of a human beings life...where do you get off playing God (again).... any way thanks president Obama for lifting that and allowing science to go ahead...with the future...you know creativity and the ability to question and seek answers only helps us all and there is so much to unlock in future where do you say ignorance is good...come on now...like saying some one who suffered from and issue of blood had a devil, when all she had was need of knowledge and probley a hysterectomy...but look what she went though because of ignorance. or some one suffering from leprosy had a devil...come on now we know now that had nothing to do with a devil, just like cancer or m.s.
or other things...so why is it o.k. for science to go forward for one thing and not another....? time proves it will move forward whether in the dark and secret or out in the open where shared knowledge benefits us all...just like the new telescope going out into space to look for other earth like planets.. which you know are there...that is a given..they were there before god spoke the word...

just blogging today...montel seen you on opera..you know crying is also healthy...some times even when i have no reason to cry i just need to have a good cry..it is a great release for some reason...that is why there are so many chick flicks!!!!
almost every one when hit with a doctors diagnose...will hit that wall...everyone...then they get up and climb over the wall. and if the end is coming you all make peace with that too...it happens to us all. death is not something to be feared...
and we all have to live with the hand dealt us...i have no problem with that...none at all....i come to terms with it all the time, and have to deal with it on a daily basis...let me tell you, i deal with it every day. And then have to work at coming up with a new way to cope and deal with you assholes who want to play your evil head games with me every day...every day..and what is so frustrating is that i don't mind the hand dealt me..but i don't like the deck stacked against me by a fraudulent dealer... and even that would not bother me if i could just walk away from the table...but you people won't even let me do that...you run after me and hunt my steps to inflict your evil deeds...i always say if you want to be evil and do bad, go ahead...just stay way from me, your like a cancer that has spread..all over the world and if you want to go down that road, go...please go...forget nuclear disarmament treaties, throw out Geneva convention rules of war, and prisoners... just keep going where your going, but don't take me with you...and just leave me alone...what is with you people that you can't leave a poor old innocent woman alone...i can even make peace with that...but you can't... what is up with that..boundries...hello people...hello...and what has happen to you that you can't see past your evil deeds and where it has lead you, not me you? and all i can say is i am still happy...quite happy with out dealing with you people...no problem..and i am not angry, just want my justice...i live by your rules and you broke them...you Americans all ran to do evil and you knew it...knew it was wrong yet you have done it anyway....kind of like a shrink telling me i didn't see what i saw and that it wasn't real...come on now...that is when i knew the bullshit had to stop..kind of like taking my daughter to a therapist for being raped in her fathers house, and they put her in his arms that night...and then boy did she shut up...and then seventeen years later you want to rub my nose in the fact that for seventeen years was bought and paid for by benton county as sexual assault rape center...bought and paid for by u.s. government..(didn't know that at the time. i thought it was private...)
yes after the fact they rubbed my nose in that one...see we own everything and you aren't going to get a fair shake..and all i have to ask you people is.....what happen to America? what happen to people who care? what happened to the laws of this land, and the police force who did not serve and protect but helped with the rape of my daughter, and c.p.s protecting daycare who physically abused my daugther...and closing down my right to use benton county legal aid when needed for court...
(only closed family law and only for the two weeks before my court date..) just rubbing my face in what they could do..of course that is also bought and paid for by u.s. government...so don't tell me deal with the hand dealt to me...and live with it..i have..and i can stand tall, but you can't. shame on you America...and i am happy...but you are nothing i even recognise as human beings anymore...your not...not at all....i can live with what you have done and become...question is...how much longer until your turn comes, because as you know with the morage fraud, it snowballs beyond your control, and what happens when its your turn...when it becomes you...when it is your children they have done all of this too? and to do this in the name of religion...no...god never accepts rape as o.k. of a baby, a toddler, a child a woman or a man...any misuse and abuse of a human being is not gods law, but it is yours....
now who do you think you belong to, and who's camp are you in? because from where i sit, this isn't America, it is a new Hitler
nation and you are on your way to rounding up the Jews to throw in prison on false charges to allow you to make excuses for the people you have become, but Americans, no i don't see them any more, and ethic's no...but you live with it, because as you know i am just the warning bell and this is just the beginning...of recompenses ....


Just let me give you an other example of the past the present and the future...


FRET NOT BECAUSE OF EVILDOERS, FOR THEY SHALL SOON BE CUT DOWN AND WITHER LIKE THE HERB..FOR YET IN A LITTLE WHILE THE WICKED SHALL NOT BE THOUGHT YOU SHALL CONSIDER HIS PLACE, HE SHALL NOT BE... THE WICKED HAVE DRAWN OUT THE SWORD, AND BENT THEIR BOW TO CAST DOWN THE POOR AND THE NEEDY, AND TO SLAY SUCH AS THOSE WITH UPRIGHT CONVERSATIONS...THEIR SWORD SHALL ENTER INTO THEIR OWN HEARTS...CASE AND POINT THE ROCKY MOUNTAIN NEWS...GONE...GOD HAS A WAY OF DEALING WITH THOSE WHO RUN TO DO EVIL AND EXPRESS IT SO...THEY ARE NOT THERE ANYMORE..AND THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING....WHY WOULD I SAY THAT? THEY HAD AN AD IN THE NEWSPAPER WHEN I LIVED IN DENVER THAT SAID, WE WILL NEVER TAKE ORDERS FROM A HITLER OR ON AND ON OR A DICTATORS WIFE..AND THEY THEN HAD A SWORD POINTING TO THE NOSE....
AND A WOMAN THERE...WHICH I GOT THE MESSAGE..
I HAD A GROWTH ON MY UPPER LIP BY MY NOSE, AND HAD IT CUT OUT..(NOT BECAUSE I DISLIKED IT...I WAS FINE WITH IT... BUT MY HUSBAND AND HIS FAMILY WASN'T.) SO FOR THEM I WENT AND HAD IT REMOVED..
SO THEY WERE DOING THE BIBLE THING ABOUT (HE SHALL BE WOUNDED WITH A SWORD AND YET DID LIVE...WHICH I WILL TELL YOU FOLKS IT HAD GOTTEN OUT OF CONTROL THERE ON THE EVIL YOU RAN TO DO TO ME...AND I SAID WAY BACK THEN...COME ON THEN...
IF THAT BE THE CASE, NO ONE WOULD HAVE STITCHES WHEN CUT.. NO ONE WOULD HAVE HEART SURGERY, NO ONE WOULD HAVE AN APPENDIX OUT. I SAID HERE THAN FOOLS, LETS JUST GET RID OF DOCTORS FOR NO ONE WOULD NEED THEM... AND IF YOU ARE GOING TO LIVE IN FEAR OF PEOPLE AND WHAT THEY SAY...GET RID OF CONSTITUTION...( oH EXCUSE ME...YOU JUST ABOUT HAVE..TEN YEARS LATER.) AND THEN IF YOU HAD LISTEN TO ME...I SWEAR YOU WOULD NOT BE WHERE YOU ARE NOW...SUFFER FROM YOUR IGNORANCE AND YOUR ALLOWING PEOPLE TO JUST DO ANYTHING...LOOK WHERE IT HAS GOTTEN YOU...FIGHT HELL NO...LETS JUST LET THE CROOKS HAVE IT ALL...BUT MY POINT THEY USED THE NEWSPAPERS TO DO EVIL TO ME AND TO THREATEN AND HARASS ME NOW THEY ARE NOT THERE...AND GOD ISN'T DONE YET..THIS IS BY HIS HAND AND HE WILL FIND MY ENEMY'S AND HE SHALL DESTROY THEM...
dEAR lORD:
DRAW ME NOT AWAY WITH THE WICKED, AND THE WORKERS OF INIQUITY, WHICH SPEAK PEACE TO THEIR NEIGHBORS BUT MISCHIEF IS IN THEIR HEARTS.
give THEM ACCORDING TO THEIR DEEDS AND ACCORDING TO THE WICKEDNESS OF THEIR ENDEAVOURS:
GIVE THEM AFTER THE WORK OF THEIR HANDS. RENDER TO THEM THEIR DESERT.
BECAUSE THEY REGARD NOT THE WORKS OF THE LORD, OR THE
"operation"
of his hands.
he shall destroy them and not built them up.. blessed be the lord for he hath heard the voice of my supplications...
he is my strength, my shield and song...and my praise...and i do love him and i will be with him whether here in the land of the living or on the other side...i hold the sword of truth and i shall cut down the wicked who come against me and i shall be his witness... forever..amen....you have not changed me at all. you have made me value even more all of gods qualities, and the future of his world, his heaven and his eternity...even more and more stronger than ever...Because it's not only his, but mine to...and i will fight and care about its future...too


so for all the evil you have run to do to me i have to say thank-you for i value my self worth even more, and the things i value, aren't money or anything that you can take from me...which you pretty much have taken it all. i guess my freedom is last, but even though you do..i still have what i value the most... the same things god values, more than anything (and in your patience you shall possess your souls.)
you know when i read that...God didn't say he would possess my soul he said i would... so you see he is my friend and together we fight the good fight of faith...not religion but faith..so take it all... doesn't matter to me...what i value most you can't take, for isn't yours to have...no....my truth and my love and my future is settled in heaven, and i swear we are two pea's in a pod. i just didn't realise just how much we were so much intertwined...beyond comprehention...truely...so i am happy to say you have brought me closer to my god and i would not have known him as well if you hadn't...so thanks..
But keep doing evil, and you shall be destroyed..i truely believe with my whole heart body and soul if you had done good instead of evil...you would be doublely blessed instead of doublely cursed right now..and it is true, god has taken down all that they have used to do evil to me with...really and he isn't done...i believe he will do what is nessary and right and just...regaurdless of what you think...you thought you could never be brought down, and now you fear how far down you might go...so don't ever think you are so big and so powerful and so great that you can't be touched.. my God is proving to you right now...he can and he will...do what he needs to do to those who do evil to his...people...so your choice again...(and your still not holding water...your bucket still has holes like a sieve in it...and until you throw out the old ways and get a new bucket...you will still leak like god said you would...
but don't take my word for it..Read your bible's and really read it. To me it is like a history book that is not done yet..and the fun is watching to see the future unfold as god said it would..and has... so again your choice on doing good or running down the path to do evil...haven't you ran down that path long enough...?

patently not..but then again
you can only lead a horse to water, can't make him drink!!!
have a good night, and can't wait to see you President Obama
on J. leno thursday night t!!!!! (loved seeing you to michelle, on your talk the other day.. they kind of ran it into the ground on every station, every program...but at least i can say, couldn't miss it....!!!!!